Do you smell christmas? Its coming nearer and nearer! AND!
Not forgetting presents < :
Excited excited , jump jumps -,-

Selena Baby , I love you ! Thanks for also listening to my nonsense about da da da .
Not forgetting , DLHZ as well. Thank you so muchiee
and many many others hee hee hee < :

So happy I bought my limee greeeny greeny
Christmas shopping still not ended .
Ehhhh , this blog ... really gonna be dead soon I think ):

With you , is there still love ? Or.... Nothing?

BACK :)
Bought so many stuff! Hippes :)
"Always love the person who treats you right?"
I know. I didn't treat you right all this while , but... Don't you think, some of those was also your fault? It takes 2 hands to clap in a relationship.
I believe, you have no feelings anymore, anyone would have felt the same way.
I'm sorry anyway for treating you so harsh and nasty.
But, don't you think that, you're too overprotective?
You don't even trust me?
All I just want to say is..... I don't expect anything now from you.
I will try my best to GUASAP :)
Took me alot of courage to post this thingthing up, but.. I really don't know what to do.
It keeps me very tiring and very very sick in the stomach.

I'm gonna start a new year of resolution soooon .
With / Without you , you coming along ? ;)

I don't feel good.
I feel lousy
Very very very.
I want to vanish.

Dear (Fill in your own blanks)


Do you love me ?
Alamak.

You once used to make me smile so wide ,
stomach spin so wild.
Anyway , I shall just let it go.
Everything happens for a reason right?

Uhhhhhh , SELENA ! You muz come okay on Fri ):
I LOVE YOU :)
I really do , I miss you oh!
I'm gonna close this blog soon , goodbye to you and this dairy.
You'll be part in my sweet memory which I want to keep forever :)

Let go of the relationship , CAN'T YOU SEE EVERYONE'S ASKING YOU TO LET GO ?
Listen to ALL your friend's advice .
We'll never ever be the same again .

RANDOM!

HP / DELL better ?
:)

What can u complain about???

i Not Understanding enough? - If i not understanding enough i guess i already Left u LONG LONG ago? not understanding help u massage?

Wrong? -Yah u got no wrong? can u strongly STAND up & touch your heart swear to your god.. u DID nothing WRONG before.. & if u got take care of me nicely.. got time find me concern about me, only talk to me.. & not talk to other guys when i reply slowly? entertain me feel appreciated when people come all the way.. to wait for u yet not laughing so LOUD with ur frens then ignore me outside the shop? what i wear is what am i.. u say i am gross then walk far away from me? so u mean other guys arm are more warm then your own Bf's... Massage u end up got all the Beating & all the pain slap...? Scold u.. u scold me more or i scold u more? u speak vuglar or me? your life is tougher or my life is tougher? u go play around or i went to play around? u carried away or i carried away? who upset who more? who are having all the pattern? who care about who more? who ask maid to lie behide the phone & die die dun wan to admit when i heard your voice on the BACKground....i know i do all the scolding.......... cause u dun even understand hints... & u always think that u are doing the right thing.......... if u wan me to list all ..... u will end up say i say bad things about u............... if u are thinking what i say is all FAKE & NOT TRUE u can tell me.. i take it away straight & apologize..

Lying? - yah u always get caught for lying so u did not lie yah? touch ur heart

MIA? - U spent all ur time slping, fall asleep went missing watch TV & watch tv & watch tv & watch tv.. play with ur Pet DOG talk to OTHER "people" on the PHONE... SMS other people.. but not talk to me.. u meet everyone except me?


Ask u to eat shit? - So when u angry what did u do? Hit me? smack me? what i do? i ask u go eat shit? so do u deserve tat? am i very mean..? what to do if i am angry? i use my mouth to talk.. but it doent look like u even care what i say.. it doesnt even mean to u...............................

Turn Off? - I not turn off by u enough? so u wan to turn off for me?


Plz dun claim that u view my blog & Facebook to check on my updates okay? the RAW newly baked is HERE yet u freaking dun reply.. dun say another thing then do another thing k........... i had enough ................... plz wake up & realise your mistake.. stop taking things for granted...

So , this is sucha bad description of a girlfriend(which is me)
Why don't he just break up right?
Oh , he's so in the right , I'm in the wrong man !
I didn't ask you to do EVERYTHING for me , DID I ASK YOU TO FIND ME ?
DID I FORCE YOU TO MASSAGE?
Imagine ... How am I gonna tolerate him in the long run? Mygosh.
YOUR GIRLFRIEND ADRINA GOT NO BALLS RIGHT?
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ .